So for the past two weeks communication with Ryan has been rather difficult. The power in his village has been going out almost every day so he usually only gets on to tell me he wont be able to talk because he doesn’t want his computer to die in case he has an emergency and has to get a hold of someone.
However to me this sounds like an excuse not to sit in his hot room and chat with me. He also doesn’t get up as early anymore, so we don’t chat like we used to. When he does get on to chat I’m usually at work so I can’t respond right away and he gets off. He doesn’t say anything cute or charming he just says “hey are you around?” If i don’t respond that’s the end of it. If I do we’ll have what you call small talk, nothing personal or relationship-ish or anything like that followed by a rushed goodbye.
So lately when we do chat it turns into a fight…I’m usually just angry that he hasn’t tried to woo me or at least treat me like his girlfriend at all, but then again how can he if he’s 3000 miles away. Maybe I’m just expecting too much out of him, I just don’t know.